So now it's been a week. Haven't "talked" to you since last Wednesday. Hate to say this but, I dunno what to say. Really. And I hate it. I hate everytime I dunno what to say. It's like nothing's going on inside my head. Hullo brain??!!? Knock-knock!
Doubt. That's it. I guess that's what shut me down.
I hope I wasn't lying to you when I said yes you can still messaging me of course. Like today. While I still don't feel like having any conversation whatsoever. Well, I didn't say I would respond to any message you send later on, right?
I'm bored, dude. Seriously bored. So if you want to joke around, help yourself to someone else, 'kay? Coz I'm bored. And I'm serious.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
g a l a u
Kira2 apa yang bakal terjadi waktu dua orang galau ketemu? Hmm.. Galau kuadrat kali dah..
"Sayang, kamu mau pesen apa?"
"Hmm.. Aduh apa ya.. Sama kaya kamu deh, sayang"
"Aku pesen apa ya..."
*timpuk daftar menu*
Itu baru contoh adegan di warung yang cuma jual bakso sama mie ayam. Coba bayangin, mutusin makan bakso or mie ayam aja dah kaya mutusin duit 2 M dipake modal dagang apa buat nyalon jadi anggota DPR. *hullo?!??*
Tapi balik lagi, semua hal itu kudu kita pikirkeun dengan positive tingting. Mungkin ga separah itu juga. Inget, minus ketemu minus adalah plus. So sapatau bersinergi jadi akar pangkat galau kuadrat. Ah mbuh lah, teuing. Still, everything worth to try.
If only I can choose my own path. I want something different. Coz life should be vary don't you think? O well, had I played guitar, I would be playing right now coz it's been so boring over here.
"Sayang, kamu mau pesen apa?"
"Hmm.. Aduh apa ya.. Sama kaya kamu deh, sayang"
"Aku pesen apa ya..."
*timpuk daftar menu*
Itu baru contoh adegan di warung yang cuma jual bakso sama mie ayam. Coba bayangin, mutusin makan bakso or mie ayam aja dah kaya mutusin duit 2 M dipake modal dagang apa buat nyalon jadi anggota DPR. *hullo?!??*
Tapi balik lagi, semua hal itu kudu kita pikirkeun dengan positive tingting. Mungkin ga separah itu juga. Inget, minus ketemu minus adalah plus. So sapatau bersinergi jadi akar pangkat galau kuadrat. Ah mbuh lah, teuing. Still, everything worth to try.
If only I can choose my own path. I want something different. Coz life should be vary don't you think? O well, had I played guitar, I would be playing right now coz it's been so boring over here.
Sunday, February 12, 2012
fear
I believe everybody have their own fear. Not always a phobia of something that happened to them before, but also fear of something that even not happening yet. Amazing how people's brain can create such fear.
Sometimes it ain't easy to admit own fear, so I respect you for doing so. I myself not yet told you mine. Maybe someday, or perhaps never at all. I don't know.
One thing for sure, a wonderful balanced relationship cannot be based by fear. It's not wise to start one with such feeling, I believe. So why don't we just relax, take a deep breath, release it, and think things over.
Just be patient with me. Miracle do happens, so don't you worry.
Sometimes it ain't easy to admit own fear, so I respect you for doing so. I myself not yet told you mine. Maybe someday, or perhaps never at all. I don't know.
One thing for sure, a wonderful balanced relationship cannot be based by fear. It's not wise to start one with such feeling, I believe. So why don't we just relax, take a deep breath, release it, and think things over.
Just be patient with me. Miracle do happens, so don't you worry.
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