Tuesday, April 3, 2012

crap

- darn. Now what I've done.
+ lu sih, anak orang diketawain
- well, can't help it dude! It was so funny!
+ maybe for you, but not for him.
- I mean c'mon.. It's like being ababil in love. D'oh?!
+ maybe that's just what he is.
- what?
+ sweet and kind, and full of attention.
- yea right.
+ well you don't know him better either.
- I don't. But that's not him that I know after all.
+ still you know him as a good person. You said that yourself to him.
- I did. I just want him to respect himself. Stop feeling pathetic. I hate people overview themself like that. Underestimate them own self.
+ and now that he sees and acts himself as a nice attentive full of love man, you LAUGHED at him?
- hey! I never meant to be rude, okay!?
+ yet that exactly what you did.
- I apologized. I said sorry.
+ and that's enough? He accepted. Everything's going well. Sky is blue. Birds are singing. People are smiling..
- stop it!!
+ oh, let me repeat.. Wait, that's not what exactly happening is that?? Right, I forgot. The good man has just left the scene!
- I was just protecting myself okay! It was not me. I never rude to anybody. I hate doing it myself. Why don't you understand??!!
+ protecting yourself?? From what? Protecting yourself from good people??
- this is all I have. I've to gather them back after scattered in pieces. I can't never let it ruin again. Tis all I have.. A wounded ol' heart.
+ still that's not a nice thing to do to others.. You know that. Of course you know that. What you're doing now, is nothing but selfishness. You're just thinking for yourself. Your feeling, you being hurt, you being your heart guardian angel whatever. You might end up hurting someone's feeling..
- why always others. What about me? Who then going to care for my feeling??
+ he did. And you laughed.
- which made him left
+ exactly.
- sigh..
+ y'know what, you're either too fool or too scared to fall in love. And I think it's the second one.